All his life he has been terrified of making mistakes. The only time he ever let go was when he was intoxicated. He narrates his life story on Reddit
All his attemps in romantic relationships and friendships failed apart from one woman and her husband
He regrets never communicating his feelings to his friend when he was going through a rough period at home..
He married at 50 and was still a virgin upto that point. Unfortunately 2years later the marriage ended after they were unable to have children.
Now that the friend is dead he wishes anyone reading his life story would learn from it and go for what they want in life
