The lady narrating the story never wanted to have children but unfortunately contraception failed and she got pregnant. Initially she had planned on getting sterilization but she never got to it.
She goes on to describe various tantrums her three year old son throws.
More tantrums….
The partner is out of work so she is forced to support the entire household and take care of the baby
Turns out she too was raised by a mother who didn’t like her till late in her teens
The boy has resulted in less interaction with the mum due to her coldness towards him
She is afraid that she is a horrible mother and has become a villain to her own son